Going with the flow...

Life seems to keep surprising me and every time I think I've adjusted to some sort of change something else is rising on the horizon. Not that I'm complaining, I've actually had quite amazing changes in the past few months but that is not what this entry is about. For those who know me, I've been contemplating for awhile now what my passion truly is. It's been hard to just focus on my personal passion because my little man takes up the majority of my energy and by the time night time falls, my head hits the pillow and I'm out like a zombie.

For months, I would lie in bed reviewing my day and focusing so hard on all the things I truly love to do and how I could spend more time doing it. And you know where that got me? Even more exhaustion! So lately, I've just let it all go. I've accepted life for what it is and because of a recent change, I've been even more tired so I definitely do not have as much energy as a few months ago. I've just been doing what needs to get done daily and been grateful for all the things I have in my life. And guess what? Today, a light went on. Nothing that's going to drastically change my life tomorrow but it's a baby step. Something I might want to work towards. Something I absolutely love. And who knows, maybe tomorrow the excitement will fade away but for now, I'm going to hold onto this feeling and bask in it. And be happy that I just discovered it doing my normal everyday activity. So that's just it, go with the flow...even if things seem stormy, you just never know where it could lead you...
Happy dreaming...